#Story in kannada how to#

i know you deserve to be treated with respect, love and care.i want you to know that i truly do respect, love and care for you and i am hoping that with this you will forgive my conduct and realize how much you mean to me. I am sorry that my emotions tend to overwhelm me. but not waste a single day and start my planed coffee shop with my boss in kerala. if feel good i may come to sanniвЂ™s birthday. So in that case i will straight away go and admit christian hospital vellore and take treatment. if crude price will not go at least 45 dollar per barrel if not they will decide stop thinking of production send all of us homeвЂ¦ suffering from serious bipolar disorder.i tried it to cure with all the antidepressantsвЂ™ available, but no use.the only hope left is go for e>c>t(shock treatment).so my present situation is company kept all240 staffs as stand by until march 2016. my greatest wish is to never take you for granted and my fault is that i am human. i know that my actions upset you tremendously and for that i am truly apologetic. i know i could apologize for days on end but it may not eliminate your thought that i do not respect you. i am sorry for what i did yesterday, i am sorry for what i did today and what i'll do tomorrow. i need you to help me keep this puzzle together. i want to do this, but as we've done in the past, i need your help to keep me from mashing the wrong pieces in the wrong places. fingers to pick it up and to gently place each piece where it should go. i feel like our lives have turned into the pieces of one of your puzzles, scattered on the table just waiting for the right hand. i never imagined myself with anyone else, only you. i always knew you would be the woman i would be with for the rest of my life. i was not вЂњwonder love sickвЂќ, i was not doing it for вЂњthe right reasons.вЂќ i wanted you beside me for the rest of our lives. We knew how hard it would be, we knew that we were taking a risk. ours was a disaster, since the beginning and i only blame no one but myself. their marriages have all been of convenience. I look back at latif and kenwet, avinash. sure, things may have worked out fine for me but i would always have known that something was missing. before you came into my life, i was on a one way ticket to no where. i really do not mean to sound cheesy but you do вЂњcomplete me.вЂќ if i did not know you, if i did not have you in my life, i would not be me. I want us back! i want our family back! i want to enjoy the rest of my life with you and only you! i do not want to lose the best friend that i have ever had nor do i want to lose the only love i have ever had. you each have your best qualities, but i think the past couple of years haveД«een amplifying the worst of our traits in them. i was the same way, i never seemed to please my mother wow she is so much like you it just scares me. she really does remind me of a young version of myself. I see it in atte, she tries so hard to do everything right. it breaks my heart to even try to know what she thinks of me. the way she acts is so frustrating, it is like looking in the mirror and seeing the two of us mashed together. i see it in sanni, the way she has almost distanced herself from me. i want and wish for us, not just you and me, but us as a family to be close again. i love you with every fiber of my being and i always will. i do not want to guess anymore, i want to know what you need. we have been through so much and i know i have not been supportive to you in the ways that i need to. you know i am not really good at expressing my feelings unless they are on paper. i know i have, but it was not my intention. i have never meant to make you feel belittled or disrespected. i have been nothing but insensitive to you and.sanni. I know it can be done because i see what you have put up with over these years. i have never felt this way in my entire life, and i just cannot control it. i am having a really hard time processing it. i know i have become overbearing with jealousy and distrust.

#Story in kannada how to#

i just do not know how to react to anything between us. i know i sure have not made it any easier. The past few years have just been so hard on both of us. you have always been my compass and gravity. i am the one that makes the bad decisions. i always see my self as the lesser of the relationship we have had. you have always been the constant in my life, and i know i have said that before, but it is the truth. Apology letteri am so sorry for they way i have been behaving lately.